Where's the freakin' owner of this blog?

I also wonder where is she? I cannot find in me where was the girl who started this blog, I supposed she took a blog off vacation. Okay, I was really busy and psychologically preoccupied that I can't write my mind out and blabber anything sensible (just like now) and yes I am explaining and justifying my purposeful negligence of this blog. I'm sorry, self. 

I hope I can find myself. (~singing)